– Completely uncomfortable at all times

120 pounds, 5’4″, convinced I was fat and ugly.

I love going back school. I loved school and was never happy. Here’s Cynova highschool.

– Completely uncomfortable at all times

120 pounds, 5’4″, convinced I was fat and ugly.

– I’m a suuuuper girlie. But I was certain I’d go to hell forever if someone told me.

– I was clever and encouraged to hide it to find a man

– My family owned land, so I was encouraged to marry someone who didn’t have to pay for college.

It is obvious that I have changed a lot over the years and that my personality has not changed. I still love girls. Joan Jett is my favorite. I’m also very intelligent. I have the ability to avoid doing things that I don’t want to.

High school and junior high are hard to get out of unless you homeschool.

These are the key points to keep in mind for your next few years. This applies to grownups, too.

1. They owe you nothing but respect. That’s it.

2. If your parents have bused in people from other areas, you can only go to school together.

3. Many queerdos and nerds are at your school. Seek out the other. Congregate. Recognize the insignias. All trans flags, rainbows and anime characters can be recognized.

4. Attention to the little guys. It is important to ensure that they are healthy.

5. Even if you are a small man, don’t be afraid to voice your concerns if you feel scared or threatened. Talk to a counselor. Tell everyone. Scream, “Don’t Forget To Touch Me!” Scream “Don’t Failing To Touch Me!” at the top of your lungs. What are they going to do? They’ll intimidate you twice.

6. You are free to be bold or secure however you wish. Do you fear speaking up? Be clear at school. Are you fed up of being called names? It’s possible to shout it loud. You are stronger than their past experiences. You can feel compassion and fury for hours.

Be who you really are. You are here for a reason. If your purpose is knocking someone off their feet, so be it.

Be there early.

Love, light and unicorn farts.

Hey, nerds.

Yesterday I was brushing my teeth and noticed that I was being surrounded with magicalspells. Although it sounds absurd, it is true. We will explain. This is #kitchentablemagic.

Although it’s messy in the bathroom, who doesn’t like things slightly messy?

Bathroom Magic (take a look at my picture! ))

Verbal reinforcement of the love between partners. Joe and I are so in love, we can be annoying about each other. It’s okay to relax, because I will never stop talking about it.

The Fool print taken form Shadowscapes Tarot deck, Stephanie Pui Mu. It is something that I see every day. It reminds me that I am on the right side of dirt, and that the universe is conspiring to bring me ninjalike blessings. Even though I can only see it, I feel inspired.

Two snails in tandem. I once took apart our snail toothbrush holders as if they were racing. Joe put them together again the next day. Symbols are important.

She was too excited to use a marker, so she used a postit. When I feel love, it is my natural instinct to move. It is my passion. Use a Post-it to further your thoughts about love. Words can spell magic.

Dragonfly hanging matterer By Mark. It makes me happy.

Labradorite necklace by Lori Lytle. It was sent to her by me the day after she had posted it. She replied DIBS. Yesterday she said that she had never seen anyone like it before. Kevin hadn’t met me like that before last weekend.

Labradorite also enhances your You-ness. It was my idea to build an fort. Here is the link to Lori’s website https://innergoddesstarot.com

The pentacle of Aidan Wachter. Aidan is a magician, author, and shaman. He is also a former silversmith. He is also one my magic teachers. These books are my favorite magic books. Two of his pieces were mine. This pentacle was also my wedding band. This pentacle inspired my book Tarot Elements. Tarot Element Autographed Book

Tattoos. To match my outsides. Tattoos are a big deal. Tattoos are a part of some religions. Each one was chosen by me to be a reminder, joy-enhancer, and protection. One of my tattoos has a typo that I remind myself to pay close attention to.

No Ragrets.

Black cat. Obvs. Luna, thank-you for your stalker-like attentions. These are being taken into account, and now you are an OVER-familiar.

Wonder Woman balloon. Keep your heroes close at hand. Place little altars around. This is Lynda Goddamned, my sweetheart.

These reusable wipes with witch hazel are great for a fresh, clean look. Every swipe takes away something I don’t need and leaves me feeling clean, fresh, and shiny.

Iconic Bewbs.

Now that you know that everything is magic, and that you are part of everything, it’s time to get your stuff.

I have a new bundle that I think you’ll love.

It’s called I Read You. You Read Me.

Signed Book Plus Reading Bundle

KTM and KTT can be purchased to obtain a signed. Tarot reading or magic lesson.

I wish you would be tender and kind to others.

Gray will find small miracles in everyday life to help push back. I promise.